Four Walls

I hide inside these four strong walls
But they can’t give me protection
For in my head are tortured thoughts
That won’t let me forget them
And all my life is just
A factory of words
So exaggerated, reality
and fiction lines are blurred
My eyes are now wide open
I’ve been a little hurt
Play with fire darling
And soon you will be burnt
I keep on probing these sick feelings
Am I prettier than her?
Oh it really doesn’t matter
Because I never want him back
I felt I lost the battle
Keep forgetting what he lacks
I’ve been too long
On this other side
I’ve seen that other people
Can’t abide
They boy I chose
And still I lie
My hearts not broken
Its just my pride